I would have never gone to college in the first place if it weren't for the guy I was dating at the time. I wanted to move to New York or LA and figure out my life, but I didn't want to leave him.
I'm not sad I made the decision because I think it worked out for the better. I had this kind of realization that I'd been living my life for everyone else and it was making me so incredibly unhappy.
The next thing I plan on getting into is the music industry.
I have a couple different songs I've been working on all summer. I can't really say too much yet because my manager will kill me!
I was disgusted and appalled by the way civilized society tormented an 18-year-old woman for being sexual.
The whole affair really demonstrated how important it is that we improve sexual education and tackle stigmas, as well as foster compassion and empathy between people.
And the director in the middle of the scene came and pulled me out and said, "We have to take pictures of your pussy, it's beautiful." [ short. I went on Tinder a little while ago because everyone would always talk about it and I wanted to go look. He's the only person I've ever actually met up with from Tinder. He was so cute and so nice and just a really good kid and I was like, "Obviously we're not going to work out but you're awesome so let me introduce you to my hot friend." Speaking of friends, Belle Knox [the"Duke porn star"] and I are actually friends.
She took a big chunk out of it, and I almost started crying on set because I was so proud of how big it was. When she was first outed, a lot of girls were jealous of the overnight fame she got. I came in being the "college girl" and suddenly found that title given to someone else.
I realized I was being selfish and immature, and needed to put aside my own competitive spirit.
It was my first scene, but they definitely appreciated my energy and enthusiasm, and that's kind of the first step.
Also, I had always wondered if I had a weird vagina.
Cruise told how she made the jump to porn, how she handles being a pubic hair trendsetter, and how her relationship with Belle Knox, that other college porn star who hit the scene about the same time she did, has evolved.
I've always known since I was really young that I wanted to be in the entertainment industry.